Larry, I wish you well in whatever you now choose to do. Some of your words hit home as I am also a fifty something guy with huge holes needing to be filled with emotion. Good luck with your marriage and please come here anytime. You don't have to stay away.

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Lots of people talk and few of them know, soul of a woman was created below

I can't get through to her 'cause it doesn't permit
But I'm gonna give her everything I've got to give.

I hear your sweet voice calling
out my name
As I stare from a six foot cell
And from beyond I heard the words
Deceptively Yours