I know I’ve said it before and I’ll say it again: this place is really something. I love it here. At first I just visited to post a story and to read some. Well, you can see I stayed to gab and perv. I never understood the allure of internet relationships before but now I do. What fun! (As a side note, I want to thank Kim, whom I gathered started this site, and Al Gore for inventing the internet (lol) and making it all possible.)


I know what you’re all thinking: oh wonderful, another long-winded bit of fluff from wyndhy. (hey, look at that. wyndy/long-winded. who knew my nic would have been so prophetic.)

But I do have a problem. I still haven’t told Mr. wyn. While he was away I found myself at pixies more and more. Why am I so embarrassed about it? Don’t know. I do know that after he came home we had lots of catching up to do and there were so many things I wanted to share with him about this place. Stuff I learned, people I met, funny or sexy stories I read. I had to keep biting my tongue before I blurted out my naughty little secret. It is getting very hard. I have never kept anything from him before. And except for the time when we were strapped for cash and I told him I only spent 30$ on a birthday dress for our daughter when it actually cost 70$, I have never lied to him before. It’s killing me. I know there are many of you who will say, “You should have PMed me”. But that’s just it. I would have spent a day PMing so many people that I just decided to put it out there for all to see. I know something has got to give soon. I hope I can work up the nerve to tell him cause if I had to make a choice it would be bye-bye pixies, and I would miss you all so much. In typical female fashion, I am not looking for advice or answers. (Although if you have anything to say or add please feel free.) I just wanted someone to listen and know how I felt, cause I can’t tell hubby and no one else knows I’m a member of this little cyber-town besides you guys.

<----------*lets out the world’s most gigantic sigh of relief* ahhhhhhhhh, I feel a little better. Thanks for listening.