Ok this may seem strange and a weird place to post this, but is there anyone else out there?

I mean, I decided a long, long time ago that I would save myself for marriage. And have been tested once or twice and pulled through. I am 23 and just so you know, in my culture we have arranged marriages. Right now I am iffy on both. I guess it would help me to hear your take on this topic, from both sides of the coins. All I know is that I seem to be in a weird position. Its seems that it all up to me. In the beginning I was influenced by my parents and culture, now i have no such influences upon me but still can't seem to break through. I am really at a loss what to do.

Be nice.

SteinFibers.