Maddy,

I live in Texas, I am 25 y/o and I work in fast food.

There are no governmental programs other than getting medication to stop the thoughts of killing myself. The Remeron doesn't do anything about that, but it stops the thoughts of wanting a mate.

I see all my passion and desire to be a waste of energy.

I justy want to be happy being alone and working for minimum wage the rest of my life.

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Well sir that seems to be someone else's problem.