I've gotten freaked out over little noises that I know aren't anything, but just enough to make me crazy. I used to walk around with a flashlight until I remembered how that resembles a burglar to anyone that sees the house from the outside! Now I just flip on lights and stomp around bitching and moaning about how "stupid this whole thing is". ha ha

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Though I am different from you,
We were born involved in one another.

For it was not into my ear you whispered, but into my heart. It was not my lips you kissed, but my soul.

Complete surrender should not just come at moments in which one faces overwhelming odds, but in the calm when it seems one is personally in complete control of one's life.