Larry I care about you but I do not know what to say to help you other than say that you do need some help one to one. The moods swings and outbursts are pretty scary to even read.

Different people react in different ways but I think that the caring people here have tried very hard to be supportive.

Steph was showing her concern and frustration that you seem to surge into all sort of different crises and we cannot help you as we are not equipped to do more than support.

Please get some immediate professional help buddy, we want you to get well.