Larry....I'm trying to find words. But having recently been left by someone I love who decided to die, I fear anything I say will sound selfish. You can not believe that there are no worthy days ahead. Is not the joy from one of those days or even one of those moments worth fighting for? I understand you are not equipped to make a good decision when your depression takes hold and you need to remember that. Why are you remembering things now???? I believe it is because despite your suicidal tendencies, something in your life has made NOW a safe time to explore those issues. While the memories are new to you the incidence are old....it's not the incident you are dealing with (you did that long ago by blocking it to protect yourself) it's memories...and memories have only the power we give them, they can not harm you.

Shit Larry...I know it seems bad but hang on. If I am wrong...and when you are 75, if there have not been worthy moments/days, I will give you one :better:

(((((((((((((((((LarryL)))))))))))))))))))

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