Although I have not replied to hardly any posts, I feel like I know a lot of you through reading your thoughts and ideas. I did give this any thought, even though with my job I probably should. Not too long ago I was in a structure fire and the roof collapsed trapping me and my partner. He ran out of air and I hooked his face mask to mine. When the air supply got to below ten minutes I disconnected myself from the air supply. I was hospitalized for a couple of days for smoke inhalation. That wasn't the fun part, that came later when the dept made me see a shrink because of my pending divorce. They thought it might have been a suicide attampt-HA. Life is too short to try to think of ways of ending it. I didn't think about anything except saving my partner. M family, friends, co-workers we gald that I was alright. I don't have anyone who I could have contact this sight. Well, if anyone would like to be my contact PM me and let me know.