Now how could i read this and not post, regardless of how little I post

I just broke up with my ex of 3 years about two weeks ago, she had cheated on me as well, she broke alot of promises to me and now I'm feeling quite lost, so I'll be so bold as to say I see where you care coming from

I don't blame you at all for overthinking everything, I'm the same way, Really I'm feeling the same way, how can I really open up again after being betrayed that way, I'm afraid I can't offer you any answers to your problem as If I had the answers I'd certainly be using them myself lol

On the other hand though, I can say that things certainly aren't going to get better without taking a chance, really thats what the majority of life comes down to , how much your willing to gamble, yes you could very well get hurt again, but would you really want to pass up the chance to actually have things work this time?

I don't know about you but I've always been a sucker for love and I just can't sit by and let things pass me over lol, although blindly fighting for love against all odds hasn't really turned out the best for me.

I'd say go for it, I know it won't be easy and I'm sure doubts will always be in the back of your mind, I know mine won't be going away anytime soon at all, 3 years of promises shattered like so much crystal leaves one a bit lacking in the department of trust, mainly because, well I believed her, and sadly enough I know that she meant what she told me WHEN she told me , but what difference does it make, if people can suddenly change there feelings for a person after three years what really is there to trust in a person if they generally don't know what they want?

lol I'm sure my ranting isn't exactly helping but it's semi for my own benefit as well, But go for it, You can't let a good chance pass you by , although it may turn out bad , and there is always a chance that things could go wrong, If you work hard at it and keep a open communication with each other I'm sure things will work out alot better, just don't let any problems go unsettled

lol I wish you guys the best of luck, as for me I'm going to sink back into my little depressed hole now and mope for a bit , ^_- lol hopefully I'll find myself a lovely girl as well soon enough

ya really gotta love that want/fear that comes from things, the want of love and the fear of the pain that comes with love lol