TYVM Lixy!
The longer the time is that I know how the future will be, the easier it is to cope with it. Now I am rather fearless although the day is coming near... I am better now for these days. No idea how long this good mood will last, but I will take it as much time as I can.
I can see that I am not alone. This helps a lot! As local friends as you all Pixie friends

Angel_25:
Yes, you are right. But I really do not wish anybody to see the dark side of the medal. There is no guarantee for a marriage.

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If every material thing is gone, my smile and my tears stay left.