It started, I don't know exactly, when I was 8 or 9 years old I think. I'd be at the babysitter's house. He was in his mid-twenties and lived with his Mom and was a 'friend of the family'. He had stacks of porn mags in his closet that he'd show me, and it wasn't long before he had his pants down and was instructing me in how to give him a bj. Then he'd have me lay down on his bed and he'd just hump me until he came. That's all that would happen, although it happened several times a year, until I was 12 or 13, and he noticed my penis was developing. He must have figured I was old enough to endure his penis inside me, 'cause that's exactly what he did. Talk about tuning out... I was there, but I wasn't, if that makes any sense. It didn't hurt, thankfully. I am also thankful it wasn't a violent forceful thing. Although I think if I hadn't been so compliant he could've been forceful. Like Summer though, I do like who I am today. However, if anything like that happened to my child, I think I would be apt to take on a solution like Axe's. The thing I find strange is that a lot of women I've dated were rape victims as well... something I wouldn't find out until after we had started dating.

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