Counseling has helped me, as well as talking about it with a few close friends, at this point my shrinks are telling me I'm bi-polar (manic depressive) dunno I think I'm just stressed. (my parents make me break out in hives every time I talk to them......) I feel though that I have made my peace with my short commings and with my misjudgments..... I'm sure you're all thinking "oh boy this is where she says that god saved her....... tune out time...." no, I didn't "find god" she found me in every day that goes by and I am able to practice my beliefs without self doubt or pity.

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-Seems we got here just in the nick of time. Whats that make us?
--Big damn heros Sir.
-Ain't we just.