most of us know that people get raped, some of us have heard of people in town etc who have been raped, Fewer of us know people who have been raped, and even fewer of us have been raped ourselves. most of this is supposition, I've only talked to a few people on here who have been raped but I'm sure there are more. I want to say here that you can poll anonymously but you can't post as such and no one is required to explain themselves.This is an open discussion and a chance to talk, listen, and know that no one is truly alone.

I was raped. Twice. Two different men, two different races, two differnt towns, three years apart (thought I was gonna say two didn't ya?) two different types, and I guess both my fault. I know what you're saying, no ones fault but his...... but the older I get I think I was just looking for a way to lose my virginity without it being my fault. anyway the first time I guess it wasn't technically rape he just ground me into gravel and fingered me..... I was 13 he was about 25 I guess black guy I had never met or seen although I notice him now, everytime I see his car kinda hard to miss the only big-bird yellow honda in a small town... I was out at 1 am, alone middle of no where...... anyway long story short I was in the wrong place at the wrong time there was a struggle I ran him into the brick wall of a carwash, (thats where I was waiting on someone) dented his car with my foot pushing off somehow I ended up on the ground..... anyway I limped home later holding my pants on because they were ripped. and so was I, still have scars on my back from the rocks.

the second time I knew better than to go to this guys house but I went and took two friends with me as back up at 16 the worst thing to do is always the most attractive.... well we all got a little out of our gourds but before I got fucked up I said "I'm coming in here a virgin, and I want to walk out a virgin..." I walked out bow legged, my best friend at the time lost her virginity at the same time on the other side of the wall.

thats my story and now at 19 and a lesbian I guess I just want to know that I'm not the only person in the world who has been hurt by others. once again I would like to say that no one has to post but please I would like to get some stats.

BamaKyttn

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