My main blahs are essentially money and time.

I don't really dig this time of year so much because other people are (seemingly) enjoying it more than I am or they have the space in their lives to enjoy it like it should be enjoyed.

Don't get me too wrong...I'm not a TOTAL grinch about the holidays, just I wish I had better space in my life for it. I have struggle, battle and fight to have a good time for a few hours out of a day/night. Then when I have that good time, it seems like I end up paying for it more than I care to think about. I'm spending money I should be sitting on, but if I don't enjoy myself somehow I'll go schizoid.

Doesn't seem to be enough time to do anything (I really want). However, since everyone has the same 24 hours in a day to live in, I know I just have to restructure things so that I have the time to do things. It's just that damn doing that gets me stumped.

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