Well it sounds like while this is a sad time for you romantically, it's a great opportunity to get your head on straight and decide what is and is not worth your effort. Start looking at things from a different perspective and focus on each task one at a time so you can do each one properly. Multi-tasking can truly cause nothing to get done properly.

As for your girl, you just have to be sad and miss her. You are either going to get it together and get back to uni (and her) or this is going to be a growing, life changing, event for you both. And you may not be growing in the same direction.

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