I've been masturbating almost as long as I can remember. When I was much younger, I would just lay in bed and rub my clit and not think about much of anything-just that sweet feeling between my legs-I didn't really know what sex was about then-and my orgasm back then was this melting sensation that spread through the entire area between my legs. When I went into puberty, I started feeling strong contractions when I came, very powerful ones in my vagina and belly. Then I started to think about guys, and later about the real specifics of sex, just like I do today-I"ll pull my skin/hair up toward my belly and expose the clit head-I'll dip two fingers in my vagina to get them wet and lightly go over and over the head and pretend it's a guy's tongue licking and licking. Sometimes I'll take 2 or 3 fingers and ram them hard into my vagina over and over, thinking that they're the man's cock that I'm fantasizing about. Sometimes I'll fantasize that those fingers are my sister's boyfriend's cock-I've seen him fuck her before-he has a beautiful, perfectly shaped dick-it's a work of art. I'll ram those fingers in and out and hold my head up to watch them going in and out and I'll say, "come on, drive it home, sugar, you don't have to be gentle like you are with her, just fuck me 'til it hurts" and the contractions start to rip my belly apart and I scream.